So since no one who doesn't already know really reads this yet, and I need an outlet, here we go!!
I can't believe that in a little more than 12 hours, my beloved husband is going to get on a plane and fly to Orlando for an audition, and then fly back home and let me know if I need to start packing or not. It seems like it's not real!! I can't actually think about the logistics too much, because it freaks me out to the point of having a breathing attack. We are one year into our house and that will be a huge thing to figure out. Where will I work there? Where would we live? How will I deal with being away from my friends and family? Something I have literally never had to deal with before. All these questions are new to me, as I have never had to think about anything like this before and have virtually zero experience with it.
I do think it would be a great adventure though, and that Brett would be amazing at this. So I'm trying to go with the flo and trust that things will work out exactly as they should.
And he's ready. He is so ready it's not even right. He has this on lockdown. The amount of time and work that he has put into this shows his passion and determination to get something that means the world to him. I love that about him, and I always have, but it's awesome to see it come out, because it does so rarely. He rarely has things that mean THIS MUCH to him and when he does, its no hold barred until he accomplishes it. I'm so proud of him and he hasn't even gotten to the airport yet.
I never thought I would be willing to move for anyone. Which means to me, that I must be ready for a new experience as well, because I am 100% on board. Plus, I am willing to do it for him. Which I never thought I would say about anyone. Again, a completely new feeling and experience that I never thought I would have until he came into my life. It amazes me how deep my love for him goes.
Gross, mushy, whatever. ;-)
Anyway. We'll see what the weekend brings. My mom says I am notorious for "putting the cart before the horse" but I say it never hurts to be prepared. =)
Wish us luck, whichever way this turns out!
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